Current mood:

complacent

Remanicing about the days of yore...
(I know that's in a song, but don't ask me which one... pr'y some stupid old one that I heard at some point, and just remembered...)

Blah. I hate this crap, it's like why even bother at times... I want a nice quiet place that I can go, and just like commune with nature or something. It used to be that my backyard was enough, now I feel like I live in a freakin' demilitarized zone... Not like there's violence or anything, but instead of nice open, sprawling fields, we have backhoes, and construction (or should I say destruction) debre everywhere! They just took the 'dozers across and destroyed all of the wonderful trees, some of the only ones left in the area!! (A lot of old farmers'll be turnin' in their graves over that soon enough, I s'posse.) Anyway, that was just my little rant of the day, I miss all of the trees...

Well, now that that's out of my system, I'll move onto other things... I was sorting through my ever growing supply of books (what can I say, I *finally* found the time to start reading again...) and, I found some really interesting ones, and a few that either need to be given away to friends, donated or burned, or something... (Just 'cause Jason threatened to stab one w/a pencil, doesn't mean anything...) SO, yeah, now I'm left w/what to do w/said books...? I don't think that putting them out in a yard sale would be advisable 9though, could be highly entertaining...hehehe...) Also, I've looked at what most of my reading has been recently (aside from my screwy fanaticism w/modern mystery stories), and oddly enough, it's like e.s.p. nd opsychic stuff. Hmm... how interesting, too bad I can't do much work w/those subjects down here. When I was at school, we even had a few "psychic practice days" (you just had to be there...) but, even just messing around w/stuff was groovy. Here I don't even have anyone who's brave enough (or is it crazy/foolish enough) to let me read tarot for them... *sigh* another seer trapt in a state of normality, and needing better devized ways of escaping it...


Also really longing for some otherkin contacts here as well. I miss my rag-tag team of misfits from school. (please, no more biting me on the shoulder, at least not w/o alerting me first...)


So, yeah, I got the wits scared out of me yesterday morning. Working nights sucks hard core, and I got off work *early* (as in around 5:30 am...) anywho, I'm walking across the grounds to my car, which isn't very far away, and no more than I hit the grass (which was still frozen), then I hear howling... like actual, lagitamit howling... Now, I've lived out "in the country" for a while, but when I hear what sounds like at least 3-4 of it's brethren answer it, I run like a mad women! It scared the crap outta me... I'm guessing it was some coyotes, as I doubt that wolves frequent the area here, for all I know, it was a few neighborhood yorkies and chiuauhas... but, it just was really dark, really eerie, and rather disturbing...

Wow, my spelling sucks, maybe I'll fix it after I wake up again...